ancorainfiore

"As of today I can't and therefore wont like you. I'm promising this to us both. Neither of us can afford the emotional turmoil it puts us through, nor do we want it. As I walk away though just know this. You will always be my first love. Whatever happens in the future, whether a repeat of that painfully beautiful past or something as equally beautiful and new, you will be forever engraved in my heart. But I think there will always be a part of me that will love you that way, that will subconsciously long for an us, that will be jealous, that will want you to hold me close and kiss me. And I know that I have to give that up, or at least bury it down in the deepest darkest corners of my heart."